fuck, suck, pussy, cock, balls, cum, etc, etc...

I just read over my last entry and realized that writing for others to see is very strange and new experience. I SAY "fucking" and "sucking" all the time - not just randomly, usually the context is more relevant - but it is weird to SEE myself write "fucking" and "sucking". It seems so "Penthouse Letters", and I have never thought of myself as the kind of guy who would write a PL.

Anyway, I just need to keep writing smut until it fits like a glove: suckfucksuckingfuckingsuckingfuckingsuckingfuckingsuckingfuckingsuckingfucking.

There. Smut-writing is beginning to feel more normal, but at what price? God only knows what kinds of google searches are now going to link to this post.